28/11/2024
4/5/2024
11/3/2024
3/3/2024

28/11/2024

It's been a minute (again). There's been good and bad periods since last time. I don't really know what I'm doing with life and everything, it's the same shit everyday pretty much. I'm constantly tired, mentally. And the future feels so unsure.

I had a plan but now it's up in the air because of some family matter and I just have to wait for some people to make a decision before I can really do anything. At the moment I'm living alone and it's lonely, I've been thinking of adopting a cat or something because my quality of life would improve so much because of it but again it really depends on the aforementioned decision.

I think I wanna try get back into this page and coding, but I have so many other interests and hobbies that I end switching between them all with months inbetween so I end up with updates like these lol. Idk.

At least I finally got to see my friend this week who's been working overseas for several months, it was really nice catching up.

I'll end this entry with a list of medias that I've enjoyed recently:

  • Warriors (concept album by Lin-Manuel Miranda & Eisa Davids, based on the movie The Warrios from '79 that I love)
  • Arcane season 2
  • Ranma 1/2 2024 remake (and original from '89)
  • Silent Hill 2 remake (and playthroughs of all the other games)
  • Dan Da Dan
  • Longlegs (and other Nic Cage movies)
  • Critical Role
  • Mouthwashing, the game

(Also I gotta say that I've also been binging old tv-shows, I watched all of Dexter w my sister, then I watched all of House MD, then True Blood. I think the next one is gonna be The Sopranos, probably)



4/5/2024

It's been a minute since I updated. I've been pretty busy, been working and took a small vacation with some of my closest people. It was really nice to get away for a bit tbh.

Yesterday was a lil bit of a rollercoaster though, but all in all everything worked out I guess.

I've also gotten back into musicals thanks to Hazbin Hotel hahah, I've watched Beetlejuice the musical (and movie) now and I'm obsessed. Specifically with Alex Brightman who plays Beetlejuice (he's in Hazbin Hotel as well). So currently I'm now trying to make subtitles for this bootleg of Beetlejuice. It's a loooot of work and it's most likely gonna take me months but alas.

I'm gonna try to update more on here in the upcoming weeks (hopefully..) We'll see!



11/3/2024

Today is my birthday. I had work during the day which was pretty chill, I had some lemon meringue pie with my mom and my sisters, it was nice.

I got some birthday wishes from other family during the day, but none of my friends congratulated me (none that I do expect to remember), which feels a lil shit but at the same time bringing it up feels worse. So y'know, whatever. It's not a special age I'm turning anyway. (I would probably call people out if I was turning 30 or smth lol).

Idk. I'm just tired, man



3/3/2024

i'm coding and it's not easy haaa